Saturday, April 26, 2008
The search for a boys personal legend...
Buildung the House
Is the house on mango street a buildungsroman? I am not really sure. I think it is in the sense that we see her grow up and begin to deal with more adult things in life, for instance her relationships with boys, her father, sally, and her sister. All those relationships do seem to mature and develop along the lines of what a buildungsroman story would imply. But this was not a true story. Not in its validity but in the way the book was represented. It was in pieces. The story was not that linear and was simply a collections of memories. Because of that I do not think it should be considered a buildungsroman. I liked this story, don’t get me wrong. I just do not think it showed enough of her life and experiences in a set order that would illustrate her growth, that a buildungsroman needs to succeed. If the story had a plot, or at least two very similar situations in which something happens and Esperanza responds to the situations in two very different ways depending on her growth, then yes I would say that this was without a doubt a coming of age story of this little girl. But as it is the book focus just as much on Esperanza as it does for the rest of the characters, which in my opinion hinders its ability to be a true buildungsroman. Some may argue that it could be a buildungsroman for one of the other characters. This may be true but the only one I can possibly agree with that being true for would be sally, and even then we do not get to see why sally grew up the way she did and what were her major influences. We came to understand what was going on with her father but we did not get an insight into sally’s mind which is what we would have needed to truly understand her growth.
Monday, April 21, 2008
The mango is starting to mold
I really enjoy the style that she uses here, but sometimes it can be a bit distracting. Her poetry really moves me and allows me to feel more of her imagery than I would have thought possible. It adds to the flavor of the book as well as the flow of the read. However, when it comes to understanding her meaning, the poetry can sometimes get in the way. When I look at this book I cant help but try to sing along with it. I believe that she does this to give the work a more childish feel, in the way that it may seem like it was written by a young girl sitting on a swing in a play ground. This adds to the story without a doubt, and gives the readers a sense of authenticity that we would not be able to find any other way, but is it constantly necessary? I am not going to try to claim that I can understand what she went through as a little girl. Growing up in that area with so little money must have been real hard on her and I have been fortunate enough to not have to deal with that too much, however I do not think surviving that was her best feat in life. I believe her vision is her best feat. Her ability to change memories into song and her ability to touch her readers. But when it comes down to a story about how she grew up, I think she may have hidden her true desire of this book by using too much of what her best feat is. She is wonderful with poetry, but I think the poetry should stay with poetry, but that’s just my opinion...
A mango flavored house...
The house on mango street means a lot to me. I have read this book a few times before and every time it keeps speaking to me. I wonder each time how much of this was stylized and how much of it was true. It gives an amazing insight into what growing up in a poor area was like with a lot of other kids living through the same thing as well. I was a bit confused as of why it was placed on the reading list for the class, unless it was simply to give an insight into a poor persons coming of age possibly. This novel is more focused toward the poetry lovers and literary lovers in my opinion. It focuses on life in general and not specifically the coming of age for this one young girl. In this novel we see many different characters grow up and develop and some not in the best ways. I think we may get a clearer picture of how sally grew up rather than the main character. Sally goes through her childhood, development into the woman who was attracting all the boys, the girl who was abused, and then the married woman who is still abused. She was forced to grow up fast and dealt with things no child should have to do, but we hardly get to see the development in Esperanza. Maybe that’s what makes this such a good book then. The fact that we can still watch her grow up through her memories of her past that mostly focuses on other people. But still that makes for a harder discussion in this class I think. This book is wonderful when read in a poetry class however.
Life of Pi the end...
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Life of PI ch 22
This chapter really makes me think of going after cacciato because it reminds me of the saying that there are no atheists in fox holes. Meaning that when ever a person who may not normally believe in God or at least practice their chosen religion will start to pray to God for protection and forgiveness during the times when they are afraid for their life. This chapter hits on that aspect and the possibility of seeing the light at the end of the tunnel however it also stammers in the more scientific belief, such as that there is a scientific explanation of the reason we see white light at the end of a tunnel right before we die; that is the white is our vision being blurred and distorted till all we can see is white and the tunnel is our pupils loosing focus and disconnecting thus causing a moving sensation that could explain the tunnel vision and moving towards the white. I am not sure if these scientific explanations have been proven or not, however it does make me think that if it can be proven then what would happen to those who believe it is a sign of heaven? If the answer is scientifically proven then wouldn't that give reason to not believe in the light being a sign of heaven and then wouldn't that weaken the argument for religion? I believe so, however I also believe that no matter what the arguments religion will always remain in their hearts as true. This concept also got me thinking about what we discussed last class, in my group that is. The concept of agnostics and if we knew any one who was an agnostic. We decided that the only people we knew who fit that description were the most intelligent people we knew. Those who valued reason above anything else. These people would argue firmly for the scientific explanation for the white light, and if they are the people we trust to be the most knowledgeable then why not value that opinion as well. Of course these are just speculations and none solid fact, I am just reflecting on the what if's.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
The Life of PI
While reading the Life of Pi, I was struck by the author’s intro, and how he was brought to this story by the comment "I have a story that would make you believe in God." That really struck me and I began to look for God in what I had already read. I really could not find anything until the part about the zoo and how people in religions are like zoo animals. Are religions zoos for people? Do they usher us in, feed us, seem to take care of us, but really just hold us captive? The story goes on to discuss how most animals in a zoo do not feel that they are captives. It mentions a few cases where with the gates left open the animals still choose to go back to the zoo. The book contributes this to the fact that they liked it there, but I am more inclined to believe that by that point the animals really did not know anything else of life. An animal in the wild may not have anyone looking after it, but that has never stopped them before. They have survived a lot longer than we have without help, so what makes people think they need it. Granted when an animal gets hurt it may need the help of a practiced vet, but not before. Most animals in the wild are free to do what they wish, and are perfectly happy and successful doing just that. Some may argue that it is the lack of higher intelligence that makes them happy without religion or social help, but is it really? Do we really need to be bogged down by religions? Religions do make things more organized and uniform but isn't just the word and message all that is needed. The message should be spread to those that are willing and desire to hear it, but should it be forced? I believe in a personal relationship no matter what, what ever works for the individual person. Beyond that I am not opposed to what others choose, but for me I am like the animal that prefers the wild.
Monday, March 31, 2008
The guest vet
I was very impressed with the guest speaker that we had. He seemed really well spoken and was willing to talk about a good number of things that happened to him in the war, which surprised me. When I was studying Tim O'brien last year I actually had my dad come and talk to the class, because he was in the Navy while he was in
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Going after what is already gone...
I have read Tim O’Brien before and I like what he does with his novels. I have read the things they carried and I can see striking similarities within both novels. On the back of my book there is a quote that says "To call going after Cacciato a novel about war is like calling Moby Dick a novel about whales." I completely agree with this. This novel is no more about a search for an AWOL soldier than it is about the war itself. This novel was written to give an insight to how a 17 year old boy would find himself in a terrible war. In this novel we see how this boy who normally was considered nothing but a quiet, brave, and trustworthy solider, could just decide to leave it all behind. Tim O’Brien knows what it was like to be drafted at a young age and where he did a lot of his finding himself and growing up into an adult while he was trying to come to terms with being drafted, he still is no stranger to how war can affect a young man. The war brought out the best in Cacciato, he was a good solider, but it also made him question everything, question everything so much that his only answer was to go away to some place safe; give it all up, and that is what he does. He seems perfectly nonchalant about it too, because he knows that was his only choice. Stay and die for a cause he did not understand, or live the rest of his life with only his reputation in the Army to be harmed. It was an easy decision. I also think another important aspect of this novel can be seen in how Paul Berlin handles the search. He seems to be the only one really affected and connected with the reasoning behind Cacciato's departure, and that connection seems to help him come to terms with his own role in this war.
The violent Buildungsroman
The question of whether or not the Violent Bear it away is a buildungsroman novel is a hard one for me to answer. To me the point of this novel was to disturb people. It seemed to be a novel made to make people aware of the insanity that some families can be forced to live with as well as the insanity that can only be brought about in a person by something infinite, and ultimately powerful. By that I mean religion in general. The novel illustrates how someone can be driven so far into insanity (whether they were already insane before or not) to the point that they could not control themselves, or function as a normal human being, all by the belief in their religion. They see themselves as the only true prophets of their times, and the only person with the will to go the distance. This novel focuses on Christianity but I believe it is symbolic of all religions and the power they can possess in a persons mind. Now with that in mind the questions remains; "is this a buildungsroman novel?" Well in the traditional sense I do not think so since the novel seemed to focus more on relationships than the development of any one character, however, it may be considered a buildungsroman in the religious sense. In the development of the characters religious beliefs in contrast to their growth in the world, however twisted it may be it can be seen as a buildungsroman. The characters, old Tarwater included, all are forced to come to terms with the way the religion is being treated in the world, as well as what it really means to them, and in that sense it most certainly is a buildungsroman.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
The Violent Bear was a misleading title
I had been referring to this novel in my own head as the violent bear, so naturally I had gotten my hopes up that it would be another hunting story about a violent bear just like our previous one. I was sadly mistaken however. This novel to me really touched on the relationship issues between disgruntled families. Also I understand how a family member can really hurt you emotionally and physically if they are a danger to themselves. I have been an uncle since I was 4 months old and I have had to constantly deal with a nephew who just kept going down the wrong path. And because of that I felt drawn to the relationship between Francis and Rayber. Although my own nephew is not mentally ill (or so I think) he has definitely committed acts that would make me think so sometimes. He has been in an out of correctional homes and has only now finally gotten his life back together. He has gone through many traumatic experiences in his life and has felt a connection to me throughout all of them. I am the one he comes to for help, a place to stay, necessities, and sometimes just advice, and I love that he feels comfortable enough to come to me with that. So when I read about the relationship Rayber has with Francis I can not help but see the similarities between my own with my nephew. So I know how difficult it can be when a person you are related to and love cannot seem to get things right. This rings true for those with mental disorders and those who just make poor decisions.
The bear grows
Throughout the story of the bear, it is clear in the beginning that it is a coming of age story. The development Ike makes through the process of becoming a hunter, an outdoorsman, and even an equal, is the exact development needed in a coming of age tale. However, there is even more than that in this book. This book also goes into the deeper growth that a man must do when confronting his families past. Faulkner devotes an entirely controversial chapter in this book in which Ike learns about his past and is forced to deal with it. Ike learns that his families fortune is tainted with slave blood and other disturbing events, and as a result in order to clear his grandfathers name as well as allow him to live comfortably with himself as a person, he denounces his inheritance. He takes only the small amount that he needs to survive but ultimately rejects it, saying that he would rather make his own way. A way that was free from tainted past and one that was entirely his. This way proved that his development was complete and that he was genuinely a good man. And I believe that the forest and his relationship with the bear helped him become this man. The bear taught him to overcome his fears as well as his past, and to respect nature and the natural balance of things. This natural balance is what made him ultimately opposed to slavery and anything gained by slavery. Former slaves and other black people already influenced his life in a positive way so it was completely foreseeable that Ike would take that lesson to heart most above the others.
The Bear Dies
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
GO BEAR GO
The Bear is a deeply symbolic novel that not only symbolizes relationships but also what every man must go through; the right of passage. This novel has the boy desperately waiting his turn to go along on the hunt and when that turn finally arrives he naturally is not sure if he is ready. He mentions a few times, that if given the option he would not be able to shoot the bear; he already feels some sort of deeper connection to it. The bear itself represents a greater power in the forest. It seems to be the wisest creature there and the strongest, yet at the same time cleverly elusive. The bear, to me, represents something more, something ever-present, and something deeply in touch with both the men and the forest. The bear is there reason for being there. He is the legend they all hope to be a part of, and the one creature they all respect. They call it his forest because that is what it is. He sees them more than they see him, and the men know this. It is the boy's turn now to experience the bear, and that truly is what it is; and experience. Sam has to teach the boy how to be patient and wait for the clear shot. The boy has to learn how to be a man and find his own way without taking the stupid risks that could lead to other hunter’s deaths. He has to learn how to be stealthy and quiet, patient and careful, and above all else the boy has to learn to be smart; all the same qualities that are prized in the bear. Without these the boy is still a boy and will never be the man that he went out there to be. It is for these reasons why it is so important to the boy to see the bear. He knows the bear knows about and has seen him, but he is not going to be a true member of the forest, or even of the pack of men, until he sees the bear and becomes an equal.
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Buildingsroman? or BOLD feminist novel?
When I first began to read this book I was a bit confused of why it was considered a buildings roman book. It seemed to me to be about every thing but the growth of the main character and a coming of age tale. I could see the growth of the city much more than I could the growth of Janie. It was not until much later did I realize the growth that Janie was going through. It really becomes evident in my opinion when Janie gets beat for the first time by Jody, and then again during the storm. When she gets beat, she begins to realize that she had been living in a pretty bad fantasy world and that she needed to lock herself out of the real world that she had created for herself. She began to grow and deal with things like a rational adult. However, she began to become impulsive when the opportunity struck and so she ran away again with Tea Cake after Jody’s death. But while with Tea Cake she was able to do all the things that she always wanted to do. She was able to do all the things the men did, she could hunt, listen to the jokes and conversations on the porches, go to parties, and even work in the fields along side her husband like an equal rather than another work horse. She was growing and was completely happy about it. Now one thing that still is bothering me about our discussions about this book is that the general consensus seemed to be, all from the female majority I might add, was that this was a BOLD feminist novel. I remain unconvinced and to be honest, all the arguments they made for the bold aspect of it actually pushed me further away from believing that it was. Every example given was a minute aspect of the book that could be taken in so many different ways. Yes the grandmother raised Janie on her own but what other choice did she have? She was also still very poor and clearly uneducated, both of which could be argued as downsides to being a woman in that time period. If this were a bold novel the main women would have at least persevered a bit more. That was just one example but there were many more, but I just do not have time to name them all. The arguments made in class were such that they could be put to any novel. By their standards Harry Potter is a bold feminist novel because the main female character is so powerful, she converts the men around her, and she makes her own decisions. The other female characters could also boost that claim by their actions as well, well at least according to the arguments made in class. I can see where there is some feminism in this book but to call it a BOLD feminist novel is stretching it as far as saying Harry Potter is one too, and that just is missing the point in my opinion. Sorry to rant, but I just do not agree, and it is safer to do it here than in a class full of women…
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
There eyes were watching God ONCE
The phrase "there eyes were watching God," only appears once in this whole book and it comes near the end when Janie, Tea Cake, and Sop were all huddled together in the shack watching the door as the hurricane started up outside them. The hurricane had been going on for a bit and put out all the light, and they could already hear things flying around and crashing into things, which meant that the winds were already really strong let alone the rain and lightning as well. This phrase comes then because in the dark they could not see anything and yet their eyes were wide open. They also could not see anything outside the door yet they continued to stare at it. They did this because they believed that they were watching God's wrath and might, and that it was God's test for them and they were completely in his mercy. Their lives have always been up to God in their beliefs, however, in this moment they were never as aware of this as they were then, and all they could do was watch. It seemed odd that Zora would choose such a small line to be the title of her book, but when one looks back I guess it becomes a bit more obvious. She seems to choose this title because all of her characters believe that their lives are completely up to God and in the greatest moment of crisis or simply in completely key moments of everyone’s lives, their eyes are only watching God's work and not their own. No matter how much they like to believe in their own work, or trust themselves above all others, they will always fall subject to God's deeds and that was proven many times in this book. Also this title could be directed towards the reader. The reader’s eyes were watching God through this book because this book is about life, and only life. It is about growth, love, security, nature, society, all things controlled and created by God. So by reading about Janie's life, and her love, and her hardships, we are really watching God's work.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Their eyes were watching Janie
Thrown through the View
Lucy Gets Her Man
Monday, February 4, 2008
A Room With A View?
A room with a view refers to the beginning of the novel when the main two characters Lucy and her Cousin are compelled to change rooms with two strangers who are staying at the same hotel that they are. Lucy is over heard to remark how terrible her rooms are because they smell and over look a blocked off courtyard that is really nothing to look at at all. She was very upset that she was promised a room with a view of
Huck's Final Journey
Many critics argue that the last portion of this book does not fit or even flow with the rest of the book. This seems to be because the character of Tom Sawyer appears to revert Huck back to the beginning of the book before his growth. I think this may be a different challenge for Huck. These scenes represent Huck confronting his past self and how he used to act before his adventure with Jim. Huck shows himself to be the person who enjoys being back with his old friend and pursuing those old crazy adventures that he used to have with Tom, however now he also seems to realize that they are just for fun. He understands how ridiculous they actually are and only seems to go along with them because he wishes to be a kid again and have the life that Tom seems to have. Huck had lost his childhood and wanted to regain some of it through Tom. Huck still in a time of crises makes the adult decision and chooses to send for a doctor to fix the bullet wound in Tom's leg which means his growth and his adventure with Jim actually had a positive effect on his development. If it had not, then he most likely would have done as Tom foolishly wanted and would have gone the more story book route of not calling for a doctor and having Tom die on the island. Huck then allows himself to be adopted by Aunt Sally and have her attempt to civilize him once again, even though he announces his disapproval of being civilized and how he does not think that it will work once again. Although despite all his worries and cares, Huck still allows all of this to happen so he may have the actually childhood that he deserves and grow up like he has wanted.
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Jim and Huck
Huck and Jim, at least according to conventional standards at the time, should have been complete opposites. Jim the strong ignorant black man who was a slave and had a slave family, and Huck the poor white boy who was being given all the opportunities that befitted a young prosperous young man of his time, by the Widow Douglas. However, these two struck a very uncanny bond together and connected in a way that was previously unseen in a white male slave relationship. They carried each other through on their journey and it is safe to say that neither would have succeeded in their goals had not the other one been there. Huck was Jim's face in public, and Jim was Huck's strength and shelter on the raft and their feelings towards one another can be found in every separation scene. When they get separated the first time on the river, Huck frantically searches for Jim even through the dense fog. Jim had multiple chances to run away and be free from the company of this white boy for good, and yet he always stayed and searched for Huck even in places he was not welcome. Jim allowed himself to be ridiculed by the con-men when he had the opportunity to leave at any moment. They had not earned Jim's trust, but Huck had and Jim considered the word of his one true friend the most valuable so he never questioned the other men on Huck's trust. Also this relationship is a deep insight to the way people should have been treated during this time. And the love these two had for each other and the rareness of the amazing morals that Huck possessed culminates when Huck decides to help Jim no matter what the cost to his own soul.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Huck Finn the original Poor American Hero
HP the Final Blog
Monday, January 21, 2008
Neville Longbottom
Monday, January 14, 2008
HP the final showdown
As I have read through all the books, and in particular this last one I have come to feel that I fully know Harry. As I watch and live his struggles with him I can’t help but notice how he has grown and developed into the man that he is at the end of the book. Perhaps the best way and most certainly the easiest way, to view his growth, can be seen in his relationship with his closest friends as he tries to cope with his own destiny. He struggles with his own stubbornness throughout the majority of these books, and he seems to have a revelation in the first quarter of this last one, that no matter how badly he would like to go it alone it is ok if he confides in others. His friends have made his journey monumentally more bearable and yet monumentally more frightening at the same time. While he now has the help and companionship that he needs to fulfill his mission he also has to deal with his desire to protect his friends as well as to trust their judgments. The book concludes with him facing his enemy alone one on one, however, it is clear that he never would have made it past the first trial, let alone all the way to his final showdown, with out the help of everyone of his friends. I believe this final book shows the true value of friendship through almost every possible trial.